DRIVE FAR AWAY

This is what you've done to me.

 

 

mic hael

taylor

jon albert

 

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I’m breathin’ so I guess I’m still alive, though signs seem to tell me otherwise.
Maynard

 

 

Saturday, March 23, 2002
 
cronic ?

 
your un-deniable dilemma...
your instinct for how you felt..
in this endless, satisfaction..
i could have delt...


Friday, March 22, 2002
 
Something has to change.
Un-deniable dilemma.
Boredom's not a burden
Anyone should bear.

Constant over stimu-lation numbs me
and I wouldn't have
It any other way.

It's not enough.
I need more.
Nothing seems to satisfy.
I don't want it.
I just need it.
To feel, to breathe, to know I'm alive.

Finger deep within the borderline.
Show me that you love me and that we belong together.
Relax, turn around and take my hand.

I can help you change
Tired moments into pleasure.
Say the word and we'll be
Well upon our way.

Blend and balance
Pain and comfort
Deep within you
Till you will not have me any other way.

It's not enough.
I need more.
Nothing seems to satisfy.
I don't want it.
I just need it.
To feel, to breathe, to know I'm alive.

Knuckle deep inside the borderline.
This may hurt a little but it's something you'll get used to.
Relax. Slip away.

Something kinda sad about
the way that things have come to be.
Desensitized to everything.
What became of subtlety?

How can it mean anything to me
If I really don't feel anything at all?

I'll keep digging till
I feel something.

Elbow deep inside the borderline.
Show me that you love me and that we belong together.
Shoulder deep within the borderline.
Relax. Turn around and take my hand.




 




illusion to forsee.. a hollow substance, not a flea.. in a perfect world... far from you and me..


 
without you..
without you everything falls apart...
without you..
its not as much fun to pick up the pieces....


 
the more i give to you..
the more i die..
i still want you..
dont ask me why..
shattered and torn..
learn to fly.


Thursday, March 21, 2002
 
to understand these lyrics, the regular font means singing, the caps is growling, and the bold caps is screaming maynard style...
also when i say feet not like real feet to all you assholes who cannot interpret my artwork.peecout

Inside Out

This....this feeling
I find...I feel it stealing
Somtimes...you cannot hold this
I cant...hard to control this
BUT DEEP....INSIDE MY MIND'S EYE
I SEE......I WATCH MY SELF DIE
SOMEHOW....SOMEWHERE, SOMEONE SPEAKS
I BOW....AND FEEL MY PRIDE LEAK
STEPPED ON...TRAVELED ACROSS LIKE THEIR STREET

(chorus)
NO MORE......................IVE CUT OFF THEIR FEET
denied...the beast of red meat...
LAYED WAIST.......INTREPID DEATH DEVICE
no more...... I....WILL....NOT.....PLAY....NIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIICE

Cant stop..cant kill these feelings.
Only people, hung from the ceilings.
Their bodies, my mind has plastered
Some sickly..deadly disaster
YOU THINK.....YOU KNOW EVERYTHING...
YOU SPEAK...YOUR ACTIONS LOUDLY SING..
YOU LIVE....LET ME HELP YOU OUT
MY KNIFE....ITS WORDS WILL...ITS WORDS WILL...ITS WORDS WILL..... FUUUUCKKKKKING SHOUUUUUTTTT


chorus2

instrument solo


chorus 3


ended this game....
ended this pain.....
stopped all this pressure...driving me out of sain....will not play nice...will not play nice..no more...sac...crif....fiiiiiiiiiiice


 
you cannot see what you choose not to view
my mind, this animal carelessly slew
devoured my instincts and will to survive
existing to live for a short time , to die.


 
the depths of your sickness have not yet been reached
the silence consumes me and fills me with will
the feeling of lacking, compatability is breached
and yet i am comsumed with it once again still..........


 
please help me understand..


 
in your voice..
i heard decay...
let us sleep forever...
not live another day..
i tryed to understand...
but my heartache wont go away...
please laugh..
my heart in a thousand pieces..
decay


Wednesday, March 20, 2002
 
today i have decided to write about something that has plagued my mind for a while now.....i wonder, the majority of people i meet and establish a fucked up relationship (called friendship may you) view me as a dumbass...or stupid. the funny thing is, the way i see it, my intelligence, all though it may not seem that way to them, soars high above theirs....think of it as you shall, but i grow tired of this. I may be ignorant, because if i was smart, i would use their misjudgement to my advantage, but that is where consideration comes into play..am i too nice to people..am i too gullible....am i too trusting..and the worst of all..do i have a problem with letting people walk all over me ? a better way to refrase those questions would be with a was where the am's were, and a did where the do was......ANSWER:NOT ANY MORE.................................take this how you will..see this how you should..living just to kill...rot from inside just like wood.

 
somthing that youll never witness /deep inside my dying mind /writing down a mental hitlist /killing everyone i find...

 
all work and no play makes jonny a dull boyall work and no play makes jonny a dull boyall work and no play makes jonny a dull boy
all work and no play makes jonny a dull boyall work and no play makes jonny a dull boyall work and no play makes jonny a dull boy
all work and no play makes jonny a dull boyall work and no play makes jonny a dull boyall work and no play makes jonny a dull boy
all work and no play makes jonny a dull boyall work and no play makes jonny a dull boyall work and no play makes jonny a dull boy
all work and no play makes jonny a dull boyall work and no play makes jonny a dull boyall work and no play makes jonny a crazy boy.


 
why................why cant we sleep forever
(I JUST WANT TO START THINGS OVER)


 
its really not so bad.. you know.. once you get past the taste

n-i-n


 
try so hard to understand - struck down not by a fist, but a hand - i fell real far, but i never seemed to land - please let me catch my breath, before i hit the sand.

 



you are the perfect drug...


 
lie...
cheat and steal...
whatever completes your fucking appeal..


 
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(HED)pe Lyrics - Broke

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Waiting To Die

I don't give a fuck!
I'm a hitman, I'm a stalker, I'm a solider, I'm a street walker
Fuck you!
You don't know me , I'm a freak
Never slow down, never sleep
I get so high!
Don't play with me, see me, stay away from me
Just let me ride!
No you can't fade me,
I ain't trying to hear shit that you saying to me
(Chorus)
Everybody dies
Just let me
There is nothing wrong with me
I'm not trying to see things your way
I'm not lost, I'm not drowning, I'm not lost
I'm just waiting, waiting to die
I drink too much!
See me fall down, see me laugh, see me fuck up, see me laugh
I'll bust yo lip!
Keep talking shit, guard your grill
A Killer will fire at will
I fuck the system
That first fucked me
I question the authority to kill a minority
Fuck you!
No, Fuck you, I'm a freak,
I ain't trying to hear shit that you saying to me

Everybody dies




 
Growers see
what can really be
a tall budding marijuana tree
first it starts real small
then it gets real tall
if the stems to weak it will start to fall
during the bud creation
the sensation
of you plant budding dank
can make you want to gank
some nugs off
its worthless you wont cough
but you can really tell
the smell
of it, makes you want to shit
you can tell its complete
because it smells so sweet
so you clip the top
of your marijuana crop
its the fattest part
budding from the start
you hang it upsidedown, facing the ground
untill it drains all the THC
completly
beyond beleif, now its ready to cheif


 
FUCK DRUG TEST IN 9 DAYS, DRINK UP

 
WHEN LIFE TAKES A 6 FOOT METAL ROD AND INSERTS IN YOUR ASSHOLE SO IT COMES OUT OF YOUR MOUTH CALL
1-800-ISUCKATLIFE


 
H.

 
prying open my third eye


Monday, March 18, 2002
 
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your such an inspiration for the ways that all never choose to be..
faking every last moment wont get you closer to the..
the worthlessness of your love means nothing to me..
im so sick of your feelings, i dont want to fucking see..
id die for my love.. you'd do it for free...
this is the diffrence... between you and me...


 
your eyes like vasaline...
i cryed but i still cant break this fucking machine..
could your lies effect anything but mean..
tyed up and forced to be seen..
this is my life as if its clean..


 
i tryed...
but i gave up..


 
forever in a certain shade of black..
my mind set on a level of attack..
but nothing was worse..
then your so called love..
when it stabbed me in the back..